i cant stand it.

keep seeing liyun at school.
and qazz will keep going AARON AARON AARON.

rah.
it may be funny.

but it eally bring back memories which are almost painful.

still rmb the time we shared a cab back from compass.
still rmb when i keep creating all those msn accounts just to make her laugh
still rmb how i first asked her out
still rmb how she kept falling when ice-skating
still rmb how we listened to my mp3 at istana park.

damn it all.
under every gal i meet, there'll always be a shadow of her lingering.
ever since sammie,there wasnt' anymoe of this nonsense til her.
sighs.
me and liyun should never had met in the first place.
i think she'd know what i mean.
she'll always be the princess i know.
i'm so sorry.
miss liu.
if you're reading this,
i still read your blog,
and i'll be there for you always.
still want toro's account?
haaha..


and i'm sorry miss low, i dont think it'll work out.

i keep making people upset.
God doesnt want me to love hmm.
i guess not.

i don't wanna waste another day.
so i'm gonna protect the one closest to my heart now.

corny yes.
but i had ENOUGH of this shit where people end up crying.
no more of this.

i'm stuck in the shadow of my mistakes.

i can still feel you.

i'm half the man i thought i would be.

why did you have to go?

i want you.
i feel you.

take what's left of this man.
make me whole once again.

you'll never understand.
stoopid ignorant girl.

- i'm so sorry miss low -