this entry is dedicated to Ms Serene Leong.

known her for about a year.
she was one of my debating teachers..
who guided me through my endeavour of becoming a debater.

i vaguely remember the times when the group of us would sit in the staff training room.
we would spend hours pouring over debate topics.
i remember ms leong always giving us pointers here and there...
we'll always crack some lame jokes with her.
chee choong, gabriel, jason.

i remember the last debate comp.
we all ate with her at this coffee shop where she treated all of us..
we kept laughing at nicholas with her.

i remember the times when she and mrs champion would hear our speeches..
before the comp..

i remember her asking of us to remain calm during the last comp.
she prayed for our O levels and the success of the comp

i remember her sitting nervously when it was our team's turn to speak

i remember her scruffy handwriting when she passed me her reply speech
which she hastily written out.

its strange.
how life goes

i just met her last week thurs clearly
we met and discussed about the sec 3 debating team.
though it was a hasty conversation..
we both laughed

i met her again on friday during racial harmony
at the bookshop
she smiled at me.

its so ironic.

heh.
i can still recall after our last comp..
we went to the canteeen and took some stoopid pics..
ms leong taking the cam.

still remember her kindness..
she even went ahead to write my recommendation letter
even though she was hospitalized.

i'll always remember her smile.
then she'll always say 'Oh Hi'

its so strange.

the lasting memories of my debate life with her were short.
but eventful.
and full of laughter and smiles.

i'll always remember how many books she'll carry..
and even at times when i asked to help..
she'll just say her style of 'no need lah'

i remember that time when she told me her passion was debating.
and me and chee choong were like saying it was ours too.
which put this big smile on her face.


...
we all had memories with her.

it was a sad day
teachers cried.
some were angry.
some were confused.
lai sing sir cried.
mrs loh was stoned face
mrs tan was stony

i didn't believe when i heard the rumours
i didn't believe what yong jian told me
i didn't believe what mrs koh told her class
i didn't believe what her student said

i didn't believe she was taken away from us.

TO THE BEST DEBATING TEACHER AND TEACHER
i've ever known,

ms leong,
you will be missed.

hi ya'll ~~

its 'wake me up when september ends' by greenday~

but rather.
can you not wake me up at all?
just wanna sleep through Os.

haha`
did you hear 'i need you' by leeann rimes?
i know its kinda old and all..
but like vincent always pointed out..
i'm terribly outdated.

the song is niceee!

was astounded when gene said he started mugging??
i mean not like i didn't studied a thing at all..
but it was like done in a play play kind of attitude?
oh rats..
looks like bucking up is called for..
=(

haha, despite all the serious serious stone stone atmosphere the class exude..
we still get a few laughs here and there.
especially during today's eng lesson?
vicent wanted to write abt someone being raped.
eric wanted to write abt being racist.

haha... oh well.

once again, we managed to piss mr.pan off
but frankly, i rather piss him off than be caught doing my maths hw under my table..
which everyone was doing.
ahaha..

met sarah and this i-forgot-your-name-though-i-know-you-from-church gal on the bus..?
yeeap
scary
keep meeting people all over the place nowadays.

clarry said i look cuter!
wow!
first compliment since like when.....???
-head growing bigger-
haha..

but no one can get any cuter than eugene man..
he'll like stare you down with his sprout-rubbish-again-and-i'l-punch-your-teeth-out stare.
haha...cos i kept talking about rubbish with him..lol..
OK LAH!
i shall admit it was dirty rubbish..
but it was outta fun!!
his stare arr...
really makles you burst with laughter?
lol

xian bing was commending on the bus about this pl lite whom he appraised to be chio?
awww.. you arld got a gf please.
slap yourself
lol

ah well
missed heartland!
its a bizzare thing to miss a old crumpy building huh..
it was like almost everyday in sec 3 when i went there?
haha..

oh yeah.
im not taking jap for my o levels
hahaha..wasteful me.
how am i gonna face walter now.
doooh.

what else..
guess the only thing to look forward now is this satuday's church's class and church funfair?
joy's coming back!!!
horrah.

life gets really shrunk when one has so little things to look forward to...
its strange how time flies..

the flowers in the plains
the dark ominous skies of grey
where all light dissapate

where is love
such a long time
do you hear the heart beating
can you hear that sound
don't look away

i look on top of the sky
and how gravity pulls
was it real or just my fantasy
to see your face glistering in the sky's midst

running
i can't stop running
and i can't stop now

you never sang my song
i saw you smiling at me
was it real or my fantasy
maybe yes
maybe no

dreaming of this moment
when words can bridge us both once again
to feel your hear beating fast
when the dark skies dissapear
revealing what was once so bright

the flowers sprout from all in sight
with that look on your face
as if you're never hurt
as if you're never down

if a smile is shown then,
i'll know that it is no dream..

your smile.

not a bad day.

had lots of laughs with eugene and vince.
if there's one thing that's holding me back from just walking out of mshs,
is my mates.

dun wanna sound mawkish here,
but i guess each one of us were there for each other
=))

mrs loh reprimanded us for not doing our classroom duty?
aurghh
and she told ryan to chase after us to do it. hahaha..
fiond it damn funny.
considering ryan doesn't really care if the windows are in the least dusty.

hmm.
spend lots of time competing with eugene trying to disassemble our Dr.grip pens.
naturally.
i erm
lost.
lol

damn

have lots and lots of work
can i go back to sec 3?

hmmm.. on second hand..
better not..
can't face some of the memories back then.

was quite shocked to see clarry outside my house area earlier today?
she seemed upset.
hmm.

why can't everyone be happy?...
does happiness exists only in the void?
somehow..
i guess we should always seek it in the faces of our friends...?

OOOH!
i missed today's phys tuition...
think ms lie's fuming like mad already.
oh well.

hmmmm...what else...
just wondering about you again.
how're you doing?
how's life in school?

hmmm, tons of questions.

but i wouldn't receive any answers back.
don't blame you.
probably deserved it hmm..

like gen said,
its always the guys who are at fault..
haha...
oh well.

i just hope that life's working out for you.
haven't even spoke to you for how long.

PS: i still love hogwarts.

this song's with or without you by U2. freakingly nice
jsut listen to the lyrics

wanted to put embrace by gravity.
its reallly nice!
talks about gravity of love?
nice tempo.

church class was damn funny.
really missed last year with my own class..
facilitating this class is a whole different experience i supp`.

hmmm...
life's really outta place now..

sometimes i wonder how nice it'd be to go to hogwarts and study.
not the rubbish we're doing now.
oh well.
live,let and learn

whenever i see tHat name..
i begin to wonder.

how things would've turn how differently.
well..
i was just wondering about yOu.
but i guess we'll just leave it as that.

tml's start of school again.
can feel my headache's coming back again.

life's certainly doesn't get better than this,
does it.

cheers to hogwarts`

i'm in ravenclaw by the way.
did the quiz.
=))

wisdom and wit!