YAY!

finally finally...
can sleep and wake up late!

after days of studying for tests..
waking up at 3 am..
sleeping in the morning..

all the dreading for the clock hand to signal the end of the period..

all the nonsense...

HAS FINALLY CEASED!!
horrah.

erm.. for only 2 days.
haha

torn. stupid education system.

i swear when i get into MFA, i'll tear down moe..

met hui fen on the 136 bus again..
haha.. this time didn't bumped.

ahhh...
soon the weekends would be over....
and its back to more siao siao studying???
AURGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

sighs.
i think i i'm out of SAJC.
not a single letter.
this is dumbb..

=((...

anyhow...
today was alrighttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
typical routine.
zzz.

met jingwen at heartland busstop?
yeeea.
talked lotsta stuff with her, in which really puts me in a dilemma..
cos i still think about amanda.
brrrr.. that was corny.
haha..oh well...

ate with her at rm?
yeea..kept mashing her mashed potato.

ooo!
i found out that esther's bf is 23 years old???
wow.
age disparity man.
practically generation gapp.

that's like asking a 10 year old to fall in love with a 20 year old.
haha..oOk...maybe its not THAT bad.

heard esther met kelvin..was that his name? at some art gallery?
jingwen was like saying esther kept reminding her not to get a bf during Os..but she did?
so she was like angry abt esther being hypocritical..
hah..well.
i have nothing to say.

cept' that esther lived up to her belief that looks dun count?
cos kelvin looks dammmmn weird...haha..not that i'm bad-mouthing him or anything..

was rather upset to hear things about amanda...sighs.
haha... i dunno what was i doing during sec 3..
was like trying my head off just to please her?
torn...still rmb what i tried to do on her bdae.
yes.
and i still remembered how she'll brush everything off.

haha.. thankfully she doesn't read this blog.

some people kept asking me why i like her for thAt long? and kept saying she's a retainee..blah blah..

but, haha... i don' think i ever cared hmm.

nah... think our personalities are too far apart to be true.
thisisdumb..
are we really that different.
not meant to be..

diaooo.
why am i brooding over this?!
MY LETTERRRRR.
SOBS
SOBS
i praay i'll get some kind of confirmation... a positiveeeeeeeeeeeeeee one..
sigh.

ah well...

life is really weird.
you'll never get to see the person you want to see.
have i forgotten about samantha...

`Bruise and battered by your words
``Days are shattered, how it hurts
```Oh, haven't I always loved you?

DIE LAH DIE LAH DIE LAH.

today chinese O lv oral was nonsense.
ahhhh..
toots.

was damn bloody nerve-racking. hell. nerve-exploding.
PLUS THE FANS WERE LIKE WAD? POWERED BY 1 WATT AH.
aurghh.
the heat only added on to our nervousness.

it was damn scary to see as each chair being emptied as everyone went for their oral.
auurgh.

we kept discussing amound ourselves. if the passage was hard, we would hang our bag on our left shoulder if it was hard and right easy.

it was LEFT all the way.

fag

the passage was difficult i suppose..when it was my turn to preview it lah.

but hell .. i almost tripped on my way to the examiners!!!!
kaoooooo
the female teacher was like smiling at me and i think my cheeks DID move. did i smile back.. errr.

but at least i was damn polite k.
kept asking them to repeat the question. ahahaa...

it went alright la..i hoope. just that i had lots to say and i sub-conciously kept saying THEN THEN THEN. ahhhhhhhh. screwed.

at the end of it all, i made the exmainers smile. wahhaha..
should secure a 25/30 hopefully?
SHOULD.


zzz.
zzz.

hmm..
took bus back.

kept thinking about my oral.
haha..

was boarding the 136 bus..thinking about my oral.. so i didn't know what was going on around me.

then like all of a sudden someone like fell on me?! and my leg!
got pooped by 3 super big books? yeow.

it was a rather funny thing la. but i kinda remembered the convo which i had with that person who turned out to be some cedar gal.

mE: what the.
sHe: sorry sorry sorry
mE: er, its ok.
sHe: sorry sorry sorry
mE: you okay?
sHe: sorry sorry sorry
mE: err, want me to help you carry those..
sHe: sorry sorry sorry
mE: dun need to apologise.. you sure you dun need any..
sHe: sorry sorry sorry
mE: i said..
bus Driver: MOVE LAH.

my face was like RED shit.
aurghh.

never met anyone who kept saying sorry.
good grief.
at least i madee a new frienddddd.
=))

MY LETTERS ARE STILL NOT COMING IN.
stoopid`

zzz.

the stupid feeling's back again. why did i look at the testimonial ?!
aurghh..
its either life's unfair or i'm downright unlucky.

oh well. hoope i forget about it soon.

anywae,
made a huge discovery todaee!
my neighbour is one heck of a horny guy!!
and he has children for goodness sake.

cos like at arnd 12pm i was passing by his house to get back home when i saw his door ajar..
wah lao.. shld never had peeked in man..
he was like watching some porn show?!
BUT NEVER MIND! close one eye...

when i left the house again to buy some stuff, which was around 3pm.. he was still watching that exact same show~ dots..

i'm surrounded by dangerous, potential life destroyers man...

ANYHOW.
slacked thru the day.
supposed to do moi work later on..but feeling too miserable to produce anything more than a question of phys.

sighs.stoning again.
dunno why i'm feeling jealous for. zzzz.

excited about the people's diagloue session this sun.
wooooooah.

and i still have not received a single letter.
stoopid JCs.

there's something seriously wrong with my neck.
pulled a muscle? hmm.

anyhow, woke up at 6 just to get to AVCC on time.
stupid grassroot function.
sometimes i wonder why i join this grassroot thingy...sports carnival

met this weird weird lady on the lrt.
she kept staring at me. glaring would be a better word eh...
brr..gives me the shivers.

anyhow. helped hwee fen..hing hock to prep all the essential stuff.
met up with leosen and the rest of the exco at the court.
it was lunacy to start the function at 8 plus in the MORNING.
i thought the residents were gonna throw eggs at us for making sucha din.

stupid la..
started with the bball challenge.. then soccer.. then hula hula thing. haha..
it was kinda fun i guess..
watching the kids kicking the ball all over the place.
spent lotsta time talking with leosen abt movies... some 'unputdownwable' ones were really like wow.

had prize presentation later... blah blah.
ate with the minster later on.. i think i acted kinda dumb in front of him...
cos of my bloody neck lah!!!

he was coming up next to me to ask me abt my stuff,etc..
and when i turned my neck..stinged like hell man.
almost dropped my plate of food. hell.

after the WHOLE event.. which unfortunately ended abt 2 plus pm...
met up with jasmine and aeril at compass.
went to the library and sleep. =))

WHEN'S MY SAJC, VJC, RJC, NYJC LETTERS COMING?!?!?!?

suspense. hell